What are you wearing, temptress?

Skepticism:

skeptical

3 dictionary results for: skeptical

skep·ti·cal
/ˈskɛptɪkəl/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[skep-ti-kuhl] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective

1.	inclined to skepticism; having doubt: a skeptical young woman.

2.	showing doubt: a skeptical smile.

Maybe I should stop being so skeptical because it obviously hasn't done me any favors in the past couple of days. I should just start taking things at face value I suppose. Due to the awkwardness of last night (mostly probably on-set by me) I'm wondering if things are going to change or if I've actually ruined them...that actually makes my stomach hurt to think about. We'll see. Fingers crossed again.

Job Opportunities:

A certain job opportunity (that I really, really want) has presented itself to me. I'm really nervous and don't think that it'll be possible for me to do it, but nevertheless, I applied anyways.

Fall of 2008:

Classes start again Wednesday. I feel like I basically had no summer considering that I took two summer classes and have only officially been on break for about a month or so. I kind of padded my quarter (hopefully) to be kind of easy so I can 1. take it easy for a quarter (no math class!!!!) and 2. to raise my GPA because it's not quite where I'd like it to be.
I've also determined that, in order to utilize it to its full advantage, I'm going to start writing down the things I see at OSU because it's inevitable that I'm going to see about 1000 weird things a day and either 1. post some bulletin about it on myspace that I'll eventually forget about or 2. forget about the actual thing until a few months later when it doesn't even really matter anymore.
Examples from the last few years:
1. raccoon jumping and back-flipping off garbage can
2. renaissance cat umbrella (which obviously inspired my version of renaissance cat drawings)
3. segway man and old man keeping pace with each other while one jogged and the other "segwayed"
4. medieval renaissance joust/battle on the oval
5. CABS bus love
etc, etc, etc. It really only gets better, I just wish I could remember every weird thing I've seen or heard. This year I'm determined.



blah blah blah.

Pioneering woman

So, as of around 3:30-4pm on Sunday the electricity has been out mostly all over Columbus.
My apartment doesn't have any yet, although my parents regained theirs yesterday.
It's so weird how quiet things are around here.
I't unnerving.


I feel like a pioneer...who wants to get hammered in the dark.

mish mash mish mash of thoughts

Halloween:
Halloween is actually pretty soon! The last year has flown by at a significant rate. It seems like only last week that we were all dressed as dipset at East Village making fun of the girl on top of the bar next to us (only to find out later said girl was actually a boy...with better legs than all of us.)
But this year I so I obviously want to be a bunny because
1. I'm the bunny whisperer
2. I mean, do you know me?
3. I already have most of the costume because I wore it once this summer at Jenny's animal party.

I really wish I could safely rollerskate around all night because if there's one thing Banana loves...it's rollerskating. But knowing me, the mess that I will probably be that night, and large crowds of people, I'd rather not take the risk of killing myself and/or injuring anyone within a 20 foot radius of me.
And the krogers across the street is already selling pumpkins, which I hate because who is really going to buy a pumpkin RIGHT NOW? What the hell are you going to do with a pumpkin right now? Except look at it sitting around in your home, wasting away the $5 that you prematurely spent (either that or risking some little shit smashing it as it sits outside.)


Dreamzzzz:
I also keep having these really strange dreams, which is so weird because my normal dreams are more mundane than my actual life (i.e. me walking around and looking at things, me noticing things, me talking to people, etc.)
These dreams aren't even that fantastic either (i.e. I had a dream that Jordan bought a vending machine...but it was small and looked wooden...I know, cool right?)

Stupid People:
I also reallllly want our trashy neighbors to move and/or be kicked out. The chance of them actually being evicted from their apartment is pretty high right now considering they've only lived there for about 3-4 months and have already had 2 or more violations against their lease for 1.) being way too loud and 2.) leaving trash all over outside their apartment.
A list of reasons I do not enjoy these people:
1. they smoke inside their apartment so now our apartment smells like an armpit, always
2. they have 50 million of their friends over every night
3. half of their friends are probably still in high school
4. one of the neighbor's boyfriends has a car with the words "TRONIC" down the side. What does that even mean, dude?
5. they just suck at life in general (i.e, last weekend jaime saw one of them hit a parked car twice and then not leave a note. Cool, I hope you burn the fiery pits of adolescent hell.)




I've also been really content lately and reading a lot more.
let's hope things stay this way.

fingers crossed

what? really?
fingers crossed
hoping
hoping
hoping
to not be let down.



on another note:
happy 9-1-1
love,
freedom

TOO SOON?